Monday, July 31, 2006
what she sent me
see the happy moron,
he doesn't give a damn
i wish i were a moron-
my god, perhaps i am!
-anon
i think there is a message for me in here somewhere...
lucky i got friends
anyway, this one is dedicated to carina, for being my friend when i was a shit( even though, yes, it is about mortality and other sundry fait accompli )
crash orange
if i had a car i'd drive it fastfastfast yellow
off a tallcliff get the hair goinout the sidewindow carmen
like a firecrackerbutdown down flesh
i never dreamt of falling before violet
and i saw her tumble white
for the rungs were worn and blue with big spaces inbetween hungry molecules unshimmery till the movement of the falling payne
objectify the projectile tasting salty harnessed pansyblue
why the need why the need for grand finales why the slap why the finality why is it so critical to grind the truth into paste of almonds smear the bitterness over the body before the last gasps why do we have favorite colours why is air and unstop nowstop now sttttttop.. ..
........blue.stop
Saturday, July 29, 2006
police at the house
more excitement for the neighbours
and the door was open they say
and the lights were notable
makes for good conversation arms clutched hovered waiting low
Friday, July 28, 2006
grief gutted expose
Thursday, July 27, 2006
holy hanna with a magic wand
perhaps even correctly...
the computer is so foreign a cubby hole
jangly bits and whirlygigs
configurational particulate matter
let's go look shall we?
clockstopper on........
the time is bugging me
well, it's wrong
and that is driving me crazy
isn't that just so stupid
what an anal clockwatching thing to muss my melon
rambly bits
does it hurt. much.
bruuuuuuuuuupety brup
papapapapapapapapa pa pa pa pa PAPA PA PAPA PA! PA!
paxpaxpaxpaxpaxpaxpaxpaxpax
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
starlight farsighted
what's with the heatwave? where is it? everywhere else?
what's with this timeclock? it's almost 4 am...
Sunday, July 23, 2006
time to begin the rescue at c
and the c likes me
middle c me
c my brother c me and c my sister
come
c me
come
c me cry c water
Friday, July 21, 2006
i don't pretend
carved, to borrow a phrase. death will do that for you.
but to take one's natural breath and neurocreative tension and then codify and box it into packaged bytes of academic parcel waving must be so stultifying; i look on amazed at the dry (yet clever to be sure) pontification and peacocking,
it's rampant.
i'm almost angry at grass for growing / post funereal apoplexy
women (not knowing what else to do) make us chicken and salad and wrap in in tinfoil and ice and careful labels and directions to drive untouched nourishment all over town in a futile attempt to comfort the uncomfortable.
it's you that makes it strange
or perhaps a black hole kind of weak
a way with donne
done away with
some kind of lifetime in a cartwheel overturned
entropy beats entity
time and atgiamien he'd hate the clue
(+ ash 4 acre)
Monday, July 17, 2006
wondering about inside/outside
and that's how i felt last night
eric's boy may die tonight
he's so bloody
vacant after the assault
sign the papers date by daughters skimmed
stent the numbness
of that fucking stenosis
clammy myocardium pause button got pressed clear pressed clear pressed clear at 2:35 precisely it's on the call display
he weeps and is unwilling to be a man today
the mechanism flawed untimely slab of meat rot
slip whoops
i love you, daddy
your hair is so soft tonight
under intensive care
Sunday, July 16, 2006
note to self
endeavour to lose the pedantic nature of delivery of information. just hadn't seen people in so long, trying to crush it all into a small bit of space.
the wedding was surprisingly very nice, i try to be open to the flow of love despite the patterned behaviour of formalizing unions, and mostly that was achieved. should have gone back to the party afterwards because there were too many unfinished conversations but was too tired from the dancing. ( or too overwhelmed by the unfinished conversations, that is what happens without alcohol buffer. performance score 6/10 )
and curt really did look like a pirate.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
such rapidity the fall from grace
perhaps blog birth shouldn't come with immediate writing priveleges.
actually enunciation vastly inferior even to spelling.
mlrfl.
thus a new day dawns ah la la so dreamy the steam
actually hotter than it has been
going to ritualistic behaviour at 3 followed by snaps and dancing even
it's yes a white wedding
not mine or i wouldn't be here ( or perhaps i would )
avoiding things best avoided
- eric d
- if a photo, image or dress isn't mine i'll identify who's it is, or at least from whence it came.
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