Friday, November 10, 2006

s.d. sig

wee bitch

oh weep
i just lost about 10 images to this
foul computer beastie!

Thursday, November 09, 2006

never could resist

in the window

once i met a man. all he could say was in the window. if you asked the time he replied in the window. if you commented on the weather, or asked how he felt, in the window. i really don't know what was happening in his mind or how confused he truly was, it was hard to gauge. he seemed to have no frustration when in the window tumbled out. he didn't cry, or kick a table leg.


i would have.
i think.

but once in the 4 months i knew him, and i tried to talk to him every day, i held his hands and asked him, what are these?
and he suddenly smiled, shook, trembling, he sang, in a voice strong
i know! i know! and the room went hush
those are my dogs!
great, i said. and smiling beaming ear to ear he held up his dogs for us all to see.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

presumptions abound
scabbardly chattel
not a breath of time to lose
lying in the manger
prenuptially fetalized
discomfort + manufacturing
off-line laughs for your mensa mind

changed\so


it slipped
into the crack between the pillows
on the couch
the harrowing detail fits nicely onto a 3 by 4 inch cardstock
with sufficient room
along the borders for footnotes, annotations even
as long as the writing
is precision cut.
it is empty though but for
the harrowing detail and really there is little more to wish for
the card remains otherwise
pristine
around the edges i do believe although
hidden( lost? ) and might have been scuffed
losing the drama

javexD

clean creature comfort
food like marshmallow indecently
fluffy
and first world
traumatizing
romantically inclined to take
the bait. sit back and watch
film footage of the downtrodden
postmodern. sip the beer bandy
it about jockey the discussion
in a manner
only those with 10% body
fat
can muster. a look in the eye
of the barkeep says shush child
the boys are counting fingers
licking the sticky sweet
substance candidlywhite like a bleached wail
thought kissing uptuned
and uploaded

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

a bit of unreal reality

that this is redundant
but
33 consonants
23 vowels
sweet mother

oh, and it's a language where there are multiple yous based on the heirarchy of respect and age,
age actually winning out over anything else.
what does a smartassy poet do there? be colloquial?
or is the deep abiding distrust still there with the bones of their families somewhere in the piles. no doubt. the art i saw last time was state sanctioned art. it was beautifully crafted, but the same image over and over. we went to the "school" where the deaf children painted the same painting and carved the same sculptures as a form of voyeuristic tourism. the crowds oohed and aahed. they bought it. yeah, it did feed the people. money is money is food...just help. you know, this is gonna be hard.
and then there are the guns. i keep reading that there are guns everywhere. guns kill. that is their purpose. better not be too smartassy.

but i am not to be there as myself. i am to be there as a representative. a higher cause. certainly know that role. so i can keep my mouth shut, all too well i am afraid...
and one has to understand before one can critique, so, a learning experience it is to be. thus far i have learned that the language is going to be a bitch. god know's what'll happen when it comes to the stuff i do know about, all western in my thinking.i've been told our assistance has been welcomed because we speak english. i'm almost sad to hear that, in a way.

Monday, November 06, 2006

white girl

what shall be done
to the strongest love
when there is
a wall of skulls
from the too early dead
do lovers like romeo
lie in the fields whispering perish
mouths lipped
tight
a stranger's colonial
baggage loosely
tied in ponytails laughing
kicking rich brown dust
till they find a manner
worthy of respect
and the new world isn't much to offer
either
maybe a cynic isn't the one to send
maybe it is
now the white girl shall speak
she has her own students
she is from the university
she is totally clueless
she thought numbers went past 5

the khymer numeral system goes up to five
thus six is five plus one
i am mystified thusly why there are symbols
for 6-9
hopefully this shall become apparent

these are beautiful
the vowels seen above can go above
in front of,behind or below the consonants
which are seen below

overwhelming

none of us could keep our eyes off her

shaven

dreamt of the smoothness
and the increased pulse
fast crossing in the street
looking the other way. a slight
stride cocky
like a boy

Sunday, November 05, 2006

oh darling thou name is retard

yes, i may have put in poetreeeeeeeeeaaahhhh
but i forgot the index list with names sizes and materials.
no word of a lie.
there is a name for this type of mental deficiency, i know it...

i wanna i wanna

(meeting the famous visitors)

cover every square with a stamp
sized memory. bleed the juice of 5.
ornges
can
beat up lmns
in a fight to the bitterest end. of
saul was a road to damascus. or
was it from? so many airmiles
he can't recall
anyway it was a long time ago
before psalm pilots

if you draw life is it better
if the hand holding the pen
is r crumb's psalm
does the picture mean more than
his eyes rolling now make the room smile
or himself playing himself playing himself
now makes the room smile
put up yur hand. pee.
nothing like a little scat to drum up the
required rounds of applause
maintain a quiet countervoyeurist
ic
dignifier


XXXXX black out the next line
XXXXX better black out two
XXXXX box
don't get it. i'm a dunce in escape
and the year is much fur
ther now fur than ther evert before
chrissy vs bobby. or was it martina?
it was a long time ago

version 2 they are all prototyped



something very important

to do with rocks

sometimes pretty is just walking by

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