five years 0 and 5

0.

had a tv 5 years ago
it was right about now, about 10 (TeN)
got the call from the courthouse
cadence soundfear ( he was real then i knew his voice )
he told me to turn on the tv
had a tv five years ago ( and a couch: green , warm leather crackle )
again over again mesmerising
on the tv TV! i had
five years ago
called my father ( although i never called him father )
he was home that day five years ago
had a father five years ago
turn on your tv dad ( i called him dad )
dad we are all going to die
it's war it's war on the tv
he said oh

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5.


the war never came but it kicked boot in head quite the same
took punk outta punkrock
further the floor shook and openshhhhhhh
and life fell in the hole and buried sinewedconcretespurt
white parchmented gasps d.u.s.t...
memory holds fingers open and blood bits fall gracelessly
carnal vicious striving to survive this glass space
( and the angry strive angry )
that doesn't exist except on the tv TV! 24 hours a day candy
buy vega$ fleshy
bam bam bam how many beats
how many 5 years
menage a melange wordless
a memorial tiffany tryst
there are no people left ( rightleft _ ) on the tv TV!
they left 5 years ago they left 50 years ago they left 5000 years ago
they all walked over the landbridge and they cry
they watch bigger flatter tv TV!
and open popcorn and flavoured stopping by
while the wind blows candied dust napalm
monkey holes in the stratosphere
where bling is king beheaded
and somewhere dusty they lie
studying the stars