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i'm not making. i need to go and paint...
it's so nonthought, non pre-frontal, so faraway...i mean sure, you can consider form, consider colour, consider intent, even to extreme conditions, ( and i like extreme conditions ) to make it bind and cohere, speak without thought. it cuts though the noise...visuals are so noiseless, thank GOD. busy, yes. noisy, no. emote without emo. there but not there. another painter. another person. another chance.
at least *laughs* i can make the paint work
usually.
usually
i am lucky i have that.
truly.